I run to you

I've had this song on my mind awhile. It's a great song.

Well I have cheered up markedly in the last week which is great. Last weekend was Labor Day and I spent it all with D. We drove up a local mountain to get some heat relief and found a lovely little camp site to hang out at for awhile. We'd brought some fruit and wine and cheese and crackers and smore's makin's. It had been a LOOOONG time since either of us had smores. YUM!! Can't recommend it enough. I had mentioned earlier in the day that there were vegetarian marshmallows and he relayed later that he went to 4 (yes FOUR) different grocery stores looking for them. Apparently the guy at the last one asked how many stores, to which D replied 4 and the guy said, "wow, you must really like her." (insert goofy grin here)
: )

We hung there for awhile, enjoyed some wine, which lead to some nekkid time, which was fun and risky with people clearly in eye sight of where we were. That of course added to the excitement. Watched some stars when we were done. Had a long conversation about our open relationship. We're both still comfortable with it, which is great. Headed down the hill a few hours later to go home. Enjoyed some more of each other which completely exhausted us and we crashed. Woke up, enjoyed an entire day of hanging at the house watching movies. Crazy Heart (eh), Gamer (bad, he actually fell asleep), some porn (lead to some nice action) and finally Backup Plan (better than expected actually). Made corn bread pot pie in the crock pot so it was ready for dinner, YUM. More smores, then more enjoying, then bed.

Woke up Monday, back to my house for supplies, hung out at his neighbor's pool awhile, eventually went to meet his parents where we had dessert. I had met them briefly once before at a jewelry party so it wasn't awkward. And in fact it was nice. They are very proper people, he's ex military and she's a true southern lady. It's all very different than how I grew up. But a nice change. Then we did the local run in the evening and headed back to his place again. It was all very "mundane" and "normal." And nice. Comfortable. Effortless. Somewhere in there I became his babygirl. He mentioned it in a txt at one point later and I said I really liked it. He said, "that's what I think when you're tucked into my arms and I am kissing you good night."

Insert next goofy grin here : )

I was IMing with C from my online dating site last week and he let me know that he's finally ready to meet me. I was super excited but bummed that I had made myself unavailable all weekend with plans with D. But, it's the next week, and guess what, C still hasn't set plans to meet me. Ah well. Certainly not going to push that one.

And Friday it was like old flames day or something, I had 2 people who had been in touch with me previously that I hadn't heard from since my KC trip get in touch with me. One asked if I needed someone to take pics for my blog, no strings attached. I politely declined (he turned out to be kind of a jerk and I wasn't interested in getting back into that drama) and he then proceeded to tell me he was engaged. Sheesh, good thing I'd said no. CERTAINLY don't need that drama. And the other guy was ALL about meeting me ASAP!! Made tentative plans for lunch today. Txt'd him this morning. No response. Again, ah well.

Roomie is going out of town this weekend and D and I are headed to the football game. Should be lots of fun, and he'll come here after, which will be a nice change from packing up 2-4 bags to head to his house every weekend. He'll be meeting my mom and her partner Sunday. He said he was flattered I asked. I think they will like him.

AND, CP will be joining me here on Monday for the day, since I have a forced vacation day. He's the one night stand guy I've mentioned previously. We'll see how that day goes. He is like a big kid. 39 going on 22. I am apparently the oldest person he's dated. He's the youngest person I've dated and it's obvious. He calls me things like dork and goof. Things D thinks are disrespectful and would never dream of saying to me. A good juxtaposition. Not sure how I'll lay that one out to D.

But (I know, don't call you a but), here's my HNT from the mountain. D took it while I was admiring the beautiful fire. Be sure to check out Os to see who else is playing.

Just to try it...

As previously mentioned, I had a blast in Kansas City and that included making out with a girl for the first time. It was fun, and interesting, and new, and different, and sort of what I expected and I would probably do it again. The lyrics to this song are entirely appropriate, "not what I planned, not my intention, got so brave drink in hand, just wanna try it on, I'm curious, you caught my attention." While I was in KC I was sex/txting with a few guys back at home, D, being one of them and another, new I haven't mentioned, named C. The following is the txing that happened through out the night when I met this girl and one thing led to another. "L" mentioned is my friend that I went on vacation with. It may be a bit choppy, but I was sort of channeling Frances and Daniel and felt like it was an entertaining way to tell the story. D was sending me shots of the porn he was watching and the girl, "R" was looking at the shots with me while we were bored at the awards ceremony.

D: Does L watch porn?

Me: I dunno but R from CO. does and we are enjoying the hell out of it! L isn’t sitting w me.

D: Say Hi to R for me! Is she drunk too?

Me: Hell yeah! We are being the ridiculous drunks together tho so its fun.

D: Is she at ur same hotel?

Me: No damnit!

D: Close by… a cab ride away?

Me: OMG she just told me I could be her first gog action but we both have girls in our rooms and I would SO do her too!

C: I love your grin in this one (photo of me at conference)

Me: Thanks! Where are you I am missing your txts!

C: Sorry been getting ready. I’m heading out.

Me: Grr how are you going to keep me hot and wet for you? I am getting ready to have my first girlgirl action here!

D: Work it girl! U & she make it happen ; )… even if its leave a bit early & only have 20 mins together b4 the other girls come back @ ur or her hotel.

D: U work out hooking up w R?

Me: Trying she is up for it. We should find a bathroom and go at it. You liken this?

D: Hell yeah! Bathroom idea is great. U can see if u click 1st, then want do more. She’s pretty…how’s her body…hot?

Me: Yes shes a yoga instructor need I say more?

C: On no… no friends taking pictures of me.

Me: why not shes willing I am willing we just need to find a place both our rooms are full. Bathroom?

C: I’m not saying u shouldn’t, no way.

Me: Yes we both have someone else in our room.

D: Cool! U still sharing & enjoying my porn feed? Trying to find some girl-girl action…

Me: Yes we are both enjoying it. But we are enjoying the action shots more than the creampies.

D: Ok. Did she want to sneak away to the bathroom w u now?

Me: Maybe should we take pics?

D: Only if I can see! ; ) I’m so excited for u…do u think it’s gonna happen?

Me: Yes we are discussing the private bathroom downstairs. Fuck!

D: Go for it!!

Me: We are waiting for the bathroom now.

D: She ok w pics?

Me: Yes

C: well bathroom wont be fun for long though

Me: I know but it was good for awhile. ; ) yum! First woman! Done!

C: No way already?

Me: Yes back at my hotel alone wishing I could finish what she and I started. I need some cock, sigh.

C: What did u guys do? Make out? Did u get any pussy? Better yet, did she get any of ur beautiful pussy?

Me: We made out I bit her and bit on the neck she said no marks, darn! We groped each other all over I started the fingering, she kept up. I ate her then we kissed and groped some more and she ate me a bit. Then people were knocking on the door by then so we stopped and she went out to smoke and I came back here.

C: How was it? What was the feeling? Do you know her?

Me: Met her tonight. I was taller. Shes a yoga instructor. It felt fun but rushed. Soft and tentative on her part. Def felt like I was leading but she was willing. Is that how it feels for a guy?

C: Soft and tentative. Well I guess even in a situation like that someone leads and someone follows. It’s not like u had the time to “switch rolls”

C: I am actually more curious as to how the conversation even starts.

I reassured him he'd hear all about it when we met. We have yet to do so, but I am hopeful that happens at some point. Reading through this it was definitely more entertaining while it happened. But. That was the gist of it. Alexa posted this right after and I thought it fitting. She titled it "Been there..." ; )